too late

Too late now. Waste of time. Why didn’t anyone tell me? They noticed, so why didn't they tell me? It was so obvious. People knew and talked about it, but not to me. Makes no sense. What can I do now? Just act OK? Because I’m not OK with wasted time. I’m too late and I’ll always be too late. Is it really so wrong to be upset?

Things could have been different.